I feel pathetic, I thought I made progress only for it to be not as strong as I thought it would be, it crashed & burned.

Although it was only a nudge, I'm still sad about it not working out.

I ofcourse know all sadness is temporary, its just the clouds for this sadness is thick & shadowy, a great & heavy disappointment.

I asked my Mom for an electric tricycle (because I do not know how to ride a bicycle, & right now I am too lazy & impatient to learn how to ride one) & once it finally arrives maybe that'll put a spring back in my step.